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19 Jul 2011
updated July 29, 2010
Meet Don Jose, the Conquistador
revelation emerges from an LBL session in California about one
of my past lives
Meet Don Jose,
HAIKU, Maui, Aug 29, 2010 -
On Aug 2, I had an LBL
(Life between Lives) session with Scott Fitzgerald de Tamble, a
hypnotherapist. I had been led to him by my spirit guides, via
Michael Newton's books and by another friend from Oahu who
recommended Newton to me. Before meeting Scott, he and I had been
corresponding for months. My four-hour session with Scott was very
intense emotionally for me.
The book "Journey of Souls"
led me to Michael Newton Institute in California and
one of his disciples. We did a four our session
that afternoon (Aug 2) during which I discovered
some fascinating things about my past. Nothing to
be proud of, but very educational for me personally
nonetheless. Here's an excerpt from my journal
and I were able to bring out of my soul
an amazing snippet from one of my past
lifetimes. It was actually so upsetting
to me that I cried and said out loud "I
don't want to go there. I don't want to
be that person again."
"That person" was
a Spaniard born in the south of Spain
who sailed with Christopher Columbus on
"Santa Maria" in 1492. Can you believe
it? I (as Bob) was shocked. In that
lifetime, Elizabeth was my mother... a
very sweet and gentle woman, as she is
I was even more
surprised that I was a also Conquistador in
that lifetime. I helped subdue and
enslave the Inca empire in Peru. That's
the part that was very upsetting to me.
Because in this lifetime, the Inca are
among my favorite people. As you know,
I am an Inca-trained shaman, among my
many callings. And I just love them.
So to think that I was once their
enslaver as a Spanish warrior who killed
them and pillaged their villages caused
an unbelievable amount of grief in me.
But I died peacefully in that lifetime
as an old man (age 88) in the arms of
Madonna (Mother of God). She gave me
absolute forgiveness and unconditional
love that made me cry and vow before I
left that body to learn to dispense love
and forgiveness onto other sinners the
way she did to me.
All around, it was a pretty amazing
experience. And very draining,
physically. I had to go to the bathroom
(to pee), for example, every half hour
or so, it seemed. After about a sixth
trip, both the therapist and I realized
that that was a part of the cleansing
that I was receiving from the spirit.
The urine that came out was not yellow.
It was pure white, like water. So they
were obviously purifying my body during
Anyway, I am still
in semi shock over the discovery that I
was a Conquistador once.
But now I understand why. For, as a
Shaman, I know the world and all God's
creations are about duality - hot-cold,
dark-light, male-female, small-big, etc.
So in order to become gentle and
giving, I had to first experience being
a brutal and ruthless warrior.
This is when I thought of you. As you
know, Jan, Jesus Christ was also a
brutal Jewish warrior in the lifetime he
shared with Moses. Jesus was then
Joshua, a field general who mercilessly
slayed the indigenous (non Jewish)
Judean population when the Jews arrived
there upon leaving Egypt. And just look
at the way that soul turned out in his
next (and last) incarnation as Jesus
So it all made
sense to me in the end. It was just a
fairly traumatic way of getting to that
conclusion. And very healing, too. If
I were an artist, which I am not, I
could paint some pretty incredible
scenes I saw after leaving the
body and ascending to the heavens.
Fortunately, now that I know what they
look like, I can always go back there
I have the entire 4-hr session on
three CDs now, so I can revisit my
soul's lessons any time.
What happened with
Elizabeth in the last three weeks (operation and
recovery) gave me a chance to reflect on various
health incidents that have happened with my
various mates in life. And what I have
concluded is that caring for sick women I love
must have been a part of my contract for this
lifetime. Maybe it is the juxtaposition of the
role I played as Conquistador when
I killed, raped and plundered the Inca people as
a Spanish warrior?
I am not sure if I had
shared with you all the things that happened in
my life that make it a pattern, so here are some
My first wife died in
my arms at the age of 25 - six months after
we were married. She had been diagnosed
with inoperable brain tumor three months
earlier. I spent all that time, practically
day and night, with her at the hospital
until she passed. The entire time, I kept
crying "Why, why why...?" and "Why me? Why
she?" - without knowing the answer to that
My second wife, the
mother of my two daughter, had a heart
defect. But I knew that before we were
married. So I had talked to her doctor
first and he assured me that she would live
to be a normal age. Indeed, she is still
alive. But she has had some health issues
during our 27-year long marriage, including
hysterectomy (like Elizabeth) that required
me to care for her.
There was another
woman I loved with whom I lived briefly
before meeting Elizabeth (Ida). She had
also had brain cancer in her youth. But it
was apparently completely healed by the time
we met. It was done shamanically, after the
doctors had already given up on her. This
woman played the most important transitional
role in my life. She introduced me to
shamanism and led me to the path of
enlightenment I am now now. Before we met,
I did not even know that a shaman was.
My third wife (before
God) - Elizabeth, also had heart issues
before we met. She had a heart attack in
2007. But I am pretty sure that this has
now been also completely healed
shamanically, not just by me, but also by
the mountain spirits directly when I took
her to Peru back in January. And I am also
certain that they are now guiding me to help
her deal with the aftermath of the
Also, I only had
daughters, no sons, and only one grandson
vs. three granddaughters.
So you see the pattern I
am talking about and why I think that caring for
and healing the women in my life is a part of my
soul contract this time around?
---------- Forwarded message
Date: Mon, Sep 6, 2010 at 2:54 AM
Subject: Re: Your past life and this life on the Earth
Hi, Kinti and Happy Holiday!
thinking of you for a while, and you know that I keep my
promises, but a friend of my from California came a few
days ago and I did have to dedicate some time to her.
Today I will meet her again, but I am writing to you
before. I do apologize for being late with my response.
if you look at parallelism between lifes it seems that
there is a pattern in your present life on the Earth
which could be a positive reflextion of the past lifes.
Positive in terms of what you are doing now, when your
spirit grew and became so highly noble and strong. But,
beleive me I was wondering myself (analyzing your
personality and life without knowing the details that I
know now) why could not you be without such experience
once, in your relationship? Definitely, your "job" was
to take care off your partners. Maybe even to save them
through your relationship, and close contact with
spirits and Creator. I would agree with your
explanation, and maybe add this one.
Besides, you were also helping orphans, and poors as far
as I know although you do not like to say that.Your most
of the life on this planet presently, was helping not
only women but humanity, including your own native land
(country).Your entire "Thruth in Media" work is totally
humanitarian. How many thousands(millions) of people
shared the feelings with you and how many lifes you have
changed through that? That pays of the entire "Spahish
warrior" personality shadows that were created during
your past lifes.
Madonna probabaly enlightened you. Jesus (God) was
always your closest friend and he brought you up to the
Essence of the Essence of Spiritual life where you will
not change anymore, I think except toward higher energy
state. That stratification of the Spirit within your
soul involves also "care after your partners" but it is
just the part of the Whole. Did I make myself entirely